The pain was so deep
I could not hide it all
Because I knew it was over
When we started doing things on our own.
With all your unending promises,
That you will never hurt me
Be the band-aid when I bleed
I guess that band-aid was all made of paper
Because you never stuck to me.
You got so distant
That you never seemed close to me.
I was alone
Optimistic that you'd be back
I waited, still there
But you made your mind and did not care.
So many days
When I can't just go out of bed
But "try" is what you always said
So every day I try to put on a smile
Even if it's not a real one for a while.
The situation brings no laughter
Our home is a disaster.
It's hard to clear up misunderstandings
I will pack my things and leave you all
I wanted you to be the apple of my eye
But your heartless deed
Has made you the dust beneath my feet.
The further we grow apart
These awkward feelings remain.
I am strong now.
Woman of steel I have become
Towards the greatest height
I move on.
©Musa Oyiza Rahama
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