FIRST OF MANY

FIRST OF MANY

' The first time I lived, 

Was when I was delivered of, 

Forced down here, 

With tears on my face, 

That day the beginning of my end' 

I read from maverick's erring existence(a poem) pathetically as if I was sorry for myself. The look on my face wasn't the best in days. I didn't bother, 'sophia's presence would change it' I said, silently tho James still managed to hear. 

'Have you guys defined this? ' he asked before answering his own question, 'I think you guys should just confess your love and stop fooling around'. 

 I didn't answer and he stopped talking. Whenever I didn't reply, i wasn't ready for discussion, he knew that, vividly and he had to seal his lips; routine. I dressed quickly, reached for the comb, i wasn't going to forget that. Sophia liked my black curly hair but I didn't care about it. I hate combing, not really but because, i mostly forgot to do it. 

 I stormed out of the house, saying goodbye to James in a distant voice, whether he heard or not, i didn't know. Normally, i wouldn't have done that if not for the thought of Sophia that excited me - that euphoria! 

 I was there, our venue for the night, it was silent and only good wind travelled in the area, the ambience was nice, fitting for such meeting. I started roaming, 'where could she be? '

'You're late again', I heard a voice from behind. It was becoming more of a greeting, that's what I heard first whenever we met. That thought nauseated me, she came closer, her lips widened a bit. 

' Do you have a comb? '

I was weak. ' ehm, ehm.. '

'Give it here' she ordered 

'Here ma'am' I teased. 

She got behind me, placed her hand on my head and the rest was history, i was lost in myself and I felt motion in my head. As if she felt the vibration in my head, she broke my thoughts 'I'm done, have your comb' she said smiling. 

 It was now I was able to see her completely. She was like a marquise, her long braids rested on the back of her neck, and her stockings went in high into her thighs, as far as her 'knees-shy' skirt could reveal. My eyes had an eyeful already, her gaze caught mine and I was shy once more. My heart was clear, i only wanted Sophia. 

 I smiled again before i started, ensuring she was with me. 

'I do not know what the day may bring because I'm not God, nor the phenomenon makes the sun shines. What i know is that I have a heart that calls only for you. If needs be, i would clear other things there so it'd occupy you comfortably, and... '

She came closer, ending my flow of words and all I could see was her eyes and then, darkness. Her tongue reached for mine, i didn't hesitate, i was wild. I held her so tight although I trembled. I could hear a giggle In my brains, perhaps she knew I was an amateur. Maybe this was the paradise James always talked about! 

© Aj maverick